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Note to self.


Will people understand me? My words? Will they read me? What will they feel? Relatable or unrealistic? These questions cross my mind every now and then.

I don’t want to live the kind of life, everyone around me are living. Scheduled, timed and monotonic to be glued to specific boundaries and limits. I don’t want to be those kind, maybe I can’t be. I wasn’t born to be like them. I feel like the wind, the air, omnipresent but not still. I wanna be around everything, learn everything and anything new. I wanna explore. I wanna know. I want to learn, be inspired. I also want to give, to teach, to guide, to inspire.

I can’t be stuck between the real me and the survival me, who is just being another human who is competing with everyone in this crazy world and society. I don’t want to prove or show anyone, anything. It never bothered me. Yeah, to my parents? Yes. Always.it always did and does…

But until when??? 

If I wanna live real, I need to speak. If I want an extraordinarily life, I should be ready to face the end number of difficulty and downs. If I want to fly, I should not fear of falling from high. I need to gear up my everything, my every cell together and energize.

One of the prove of my courageous decision was to get ink on my skin for lifetime. That was my decision without fearing for the consequences from my parents. I was brave enough that time, I guess. When I was younger, I feel I was more liberal and stronger than now. I fell in love without fearing of heartbreaks and disappointments. Whereas nowadays, a pinch of fear shadows around me all the time.

My voice needs to be clear again. My thoughts needs to nenefree free. My words need to be beautiful and real. So again, my heart could understand what it wants. I need to fall in love again… I need to live. I need to be free…even from myself, I feel.

Finding the real me
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Reflecting self on mirror.


Starting with a simple question,
“Do you feel your beautiful???” If yes than how do you know that, how did you judge and the last “Are you sure, your beautiful?” And if your answer is NO. Than why???

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Why don’t you feel your beautiful?
Your face is perfectly curved. You have beautiful eyes reflecting light. Your smile is heartwarming. Mirrors might have made you aware every single day till date. They reflect what you look. You are beautiful and it says every single mornings when you dress up for work and add on detailing to it. Even with it, why you doubt?

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Think as if you had never seen yourself, there were no mirrors in world. How will you know your still beautiful?
So basically today, people require an object to justify its presence.
However, Beauty is not an object to justify. Its something you can feel in you. The spark you can radiate and make others smile and fill with desires to be wanted. Your beauty reflects in your good deeds, your growth and your self esteem. Beauty of your soul is far beyond the margin if compared with looks. One with perfect face, don’t know how to behave with humanity is the most darkened replica of creation.

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Even if there is no one to appreciate your beauty doesn’t means you are not beautiful. It only means you don’t need anything to make yourself aware about your beauty and nothing’s presence and absent can change any beautifications in you.
When You are beautiful at heart, looks hardly matters and noticed.
And remember, you require no mirrors basically peoples around, to judge your beauty let it be looks or deep in your heart.

Any which ways, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL… and WILL ALWAYS BE…

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You are beautiful..
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You make me feel beautiful.


The pink flush beneath my skin,
The jewel in my eyes,
The curve spread across my lips,
Its all because of you.
My heart feels so light,
Like am an angle of Christ,
Enlighten from my soul,
Its all because of you.
People admire beauty,
But you make me feel beautiful,
I smile glancing over my face,
Its all because of you.
No matter how I am,
No matter what I be,
No matter where I go,
No matter how time changes,
You make me awesome,
You make me feel me,
You make me feel real,
And it’s all because of you.
You are my Friend,
My someone special one,
Hope we always remain the same,
As we are meant to be.

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You make me feel beautiful.