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Note to self.


Will people understand me? My words? Will they read me? What will they feel? Relatable or unrealistic? These questions cross my mind every now and then.

I don’t want to live the kind of life, everyone around me are living. Scheduled, timed and monotonic to be glued to specific boundaries and limits. I don’t want to be those kind, maybe I can’t be. I wasn’t born to be like them. I feel like the wind, the air, omnipresent but not still. I wanna be around everything, learn everything and anything new. I wanna explore. I wanna know. I want to learn, be inspired. I also want to give, to teach, to guide, to inspire.

I can’t be stuck between the real me and the survival me, who is just being another human who is competing with everyone in this crazy world and society. I don’t want to prove or show anyone, anything. It never bothered me. Yeah, to my parents? Yes. Always.it always did and does…

But until when??? 

If I wanna live real, I need to speak. If I want an extraordinarily life, I should be ready to face the end number of difficulty and downs. If I want to fly, I should not fear of falling from high. I need to gear up my everything, my every cell together and energize.

One of the prove of my courageous decision was to get ink on my skin for lifetime. That was my decision without fearing for the consequences from my parents. I was brave enough that time, I guess. When I was younger, I feel I was more liberal and stronger than now. I fell in love without fearing of heartbreaks and disappointments. Whereas nowadays, a pinch of fear shadows around me all the time.

My voice needs to be clear again. My thoughts needs to nenefree free. My words need to be beautiful and real. So again, my heart could understand what it wants. I need to fall in love again… I need to live. I need to be free…even from myself, I feel.

Finding the real me
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What’s my story?


​“What’s my story?” I happened to ask myself one afternoon when I had few seconds to stretch my sore muscles between the therapy sessions lined up for the day. “Is it what you pretend to the world or what lies beneath your scared and healed skin?” My mind questioned me. I was suddenly confused about the real story, The Real Story of My Life? The one which is hidden perfectly within the wide smiles and or the one which no body will dare to understand. “What is my story?” I am still struggling to analyze. He was the most beautiful mistake I had made in my life. Yeah, we were fools to breakup after 8 years of relationship and 13 years of friendship which was nurtured with childhood stupidity, passionate love and consistent care and support for each other. But as many great love stories end, even our ended. After all those years of memories, even hatred turned into sweet, innocent emotions. And now when I think of our relationship, of course I think of him every single day though, it was the happiest days of my life. Small things we shared then, feel like a volcanic pleasure now. It gives a euphoric and balanced peace for my mind and soul. I happened to be a good daughter in the eyes of society and my parents but constantly lying about my veiled life as they won’t accept the concept I was born with. They won’t understand as they never felt that way. I don’t blame them. I smile. I am trying to be a good physical therapist, caring and trying to add, whatever little or big things to restore their health to the best I can but the artist in me sometimes demands to paint, carves to write a small piece of story or few lines to inspire the world around. Lastly, I am trying to make myself fall in love again with anyone or someone who will care and love me and my family but my soul and body still pleads to love him again, give us a chance again. It gets difficult sometimes maybe because I have never fallen out of his love; he was always there, in me, in my prayers and my dreams. “So what is my real story? And who is the real me?” The one which I am portraying to be in this judgmental world or the one which I am carrying inside me, hiding and living at the same time. It’s complicated and complex, we struggle and fight to be what the world want us to be and hunger after the one we could have been easily without any pain, what we actually are. It’s controversial but I think, “At the end, this is how life is. This is what life is.” And we all have those two lives and the two worlds, the one we desire and the one we are struggling in. The one we are controlling and the one which sets us free. The one which is consciously planned and the one which is subconsciously created with the experiences and emotions. So like me, we all need to change our story! Find the real story. The real self as this life is beautiful and living real will make it happier and easy to live in. Analyze your story and once found, never let it go. Live the real you.

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Night is a mysterious World.


It’s clear but yet so many secrets hidden.
Each night is not only dark and black but also engulfs many untold stories, unshedded tears, unshared words and many more beautiful and wonderful things.
“NIGHT IS A MYSTERIOUS WORLD.”

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It’s You, its always been you.


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It took 8 years to bring this dream, to make it come alive.
“It’s You,
It’s always been you.”

Finally releasing in few days…
Do grab a copy and give ur suggestions,
Would love ur reviews and forewords,
So I can climb higher in been a famous novelist… 🙂

With love,
Jyoti Vishwakarma.

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I don’t know how to live.


“Do you really feel your living in this world??? I mean fake world????”
I mean seriously think about it,
When ppl say “good morning”, do they really mean that your morning should be good. “How are you???”, do they reallly wanna know how you are today.
And many more such things.
I wanna shout out loud when I get frustrated with things but I am taught to be cool, breath in and out and try to relax.
I wanna cry screaming from the core of my heart when I feel sad but I am taught to forget about it and fix a smiling mask.
Why???
Why are we doing all these fake things, fake emotions and fake self???
Whom are we showing that we have the best of life, when we have no idea where our life is heading to???

Many times we are made realize that we should care for each once feeling and emotions when making any decision for self, where say our parents will be ready for it, our sibling will be affected by it and the BIGGEST things, what will people think about it????

Why the hell we SHOULD worry about all these things when I wanna live my life on my words and vision?
I know we should consider about our family and that’s right, we should. But we can make them understand or convince or manipulate so even they are happy and even I get what I want from my life???
Am I wrong in this???
Life is a game…!!!, we have heard this alot so lets play it on our consequences and rules.

I seriously don’t know how to live in this fake world,
Where peope dress up a big fake self every morning and smile, behave odd and as if they are monotonously habituated with it, it become like a ritual.
If one follows, everyone will follow.
With whom are we racing with???
Smiling to the ones whom you wanna slap,
Ignoring the ones whom you love,
Laughing when actually you wanna cry your heart out,
Struggling with everything when you wanna fuck up all and live with peace,
And many more…
I am dying in this fake world,
I don’t know to live here….!!

I am not been rude or putting my thoughts on anybody but we have to come out of this fake dress and show our real skin to the world,
The way we actually are,
The way we are born….
The way we want to live…!!
That will be true living.

Wish you all the courage to follow our heart and live the real life you’re convincing not to, to come out and live it’s way…

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Among the best!!!


THIS IS WHAT I RECEIVED IN MY MAIL YESTERDAY…

Hi Jyoti

Your ROMANTIC Poetry has been promoted on the Poetry Festival site as one of the top Romance Poems in the world today:
Best of ROMANTIC Poetry from all over the world

For the poetry do click the link below:
THE STORY WITH NO END…, Poetry by Jyoti Vishwakarma

Am feeling very happy for this….to be among the best ones.
Thankyou @wildsound poetry contest.

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HAPPY WORLD PHYSIOTHERAPY DAY..!!!


This is how we celebrated “WORLD PHYSIOTHERAPY DAY”

We made charts and than took a rally around the campus showing the importance of physiotherapy, the scope and the pride we carry within us as physios.

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Chart making competition
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Other groups
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The slogan group

The rally where each and everyone shouting, “TURN THE SETBACK INTO A COME BACK”… and the slogan,
“Healing your minds, curing your souls, we are the physios tg
that lifts you up when you fall…”
We had funn doing this, people smiled at us. Clicked pictures of the enthusiasm we showed. Our faces reflected how proud we are as a physio and this profession is indeed an antique to help people across all fields of mankind…

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World physiotherapy day in MGM Medical college.

A small message from we the physiotherapy:
“It will be easy to be working as a team,
Like other medical professionals,
We dream to serve mankind…
Together we can and
Will serve in a better way…
We need eachothers as it will be incomplete cure without all medical professionals.
Lets make a change,
Lets work together,
Lets work for world and make a world a healthier place to live…”

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Reflecting self on mirror.


Starting with a simple question,
“Do you feel your beautiful???” If yes than how do you know that, how did you judge and the last “Are you sure, your beautiful?” And if your answer is NO. Than why???

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Why don’t you feel your beautiful?
Your face is perfectly curved. You have beautiful eyes reflecting light. Your smile is heartwarming. Mirrors might have made you aware every single day till date. They reflect what you look. You are beautiful and it says every single mornings when you dress up for work and add on detailing to it. Even with it, why you doubt?

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Think as if you had never seen yourself, there were no mirrors in world. How will you know your still beautiful?
So basically today, people require an object to justify its presence.
However, Beauty is not an object to justify. Its something you can feel in you. The spark you can radiate and make others smile and fill with desires to be wanted. Your beauty reflects in your good deeds, your growth and your self esteem. Beauty of your soul is far beyond the margin if compared with looks. One with perfect face, don’t know how to behave with humanity is the most darkened replica of creation.

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Even if there is no one to appreciate your beauty doesn’t means you are not beautiful. It only means you don’t need anything to make yourself aware about your beauty and nothing’s presence and absent can change any beautifications in you.
When You are beautiful at heart, looks hardly matters and noticed.
And remember, you require no mirrors basically peoples around, to judge your beauty let it be looks or deep in your heart.

Any which ways, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL… and WILL ALWAYS BE…

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You are beautiful..
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Power of Writing.


Introductions:
Writing is “A form of expression of emotions, experiences and life in the form of words put together to inspire others life.” according to me.

   –WRITTING n its various forms, its definitions to individual levels.

It is different for different individuals. For me writing is life or others it might to hobby or part time work, a job or a solicitation.

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 Importance of writing.
1. Stores your thoughts
2. Organization of your feelings in a coherent manner.
3.unpuzzles the ideals and get it sorted.
— can be done by daily dairies, journal or in notebook.
— if not publicly then write to self at least.
— it’s important.
— it’s okay if nobody reads what’s you write, write for self.
—importance:
1.self-esteem and self expression.
2.don’t be judgemental for self.
3. Let your heart do the writing.

WRITING FORMS AND TYPES:
1.free writing/ self dairy.
2. Introspective/ extrospective.
3. In journals or newspapers.
4. Articles for magazines.
5. Social sites like blogging n etc.

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REAL POWER BEHIND WRITING:
1.exchange of views and thoughts of you and the virtual world.
2. You don’t have to fear to express as they won’t judge you bt can guide you.
3. When you write about your fears- you are directly letting know that you are not the only one facing it alone.
4. When you write about facing difficulty and obstacles- your giving someone hope to face the same.
5. Inspiring the virtual stranger by tour life experiences through writing.

“I believe we all are born as writers in our life… Just need to open up.”

Importance:
1. Speaking to another consciousness.
2. Creates a mind body soul connection.
3. Memory retailer.
4. Like a alarm- things to do.
5. Post it and add creativity to life.

READ— TO WRITE. —important.
“Writing helps to become a better reader and reading helps to become a better writer”.

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List of task can be done:

1. WRITING IN A SPAN OF 15MINS:

Things: pencil, paper, crayons, notebooks etc.

To do: ask them to write a short memorable incidence of their life. Try to make it creative, using these stuffs.

2. EXPRESS YOUR EMOTIONS:

Things: same as above.

To do: ask them to make a card or note for their loved ones. Add few words, quotes to express, short verses form books, dialogue form movies, make it attractive.
They will appreciate it.
You will express your emotions easily.

3.MAP YOUR SUCCESS:

Things: a dairy or notebook or journal.

To do: note down all the ups and downs of your life, all the events whether of success or failure. note it down. It helps to guide your progress and keeps you motivated.