It has been months I broke up with him. He left me alone n dan never returned. The love inside me just died than. N today am again thinking, smiling with fear n tears in eyes… what’s this???
His memories get related in my daily life but it never affected me by any mean, only upto some extent in some of the situations. But I am going well after that.
And than “A” came. A is a person I met few weaks ago. He makes me smile, cares for me, is sweet, tough and understanding.
He knows my whole past, he knows everything, he knows my fear, he is also aware of my strengths.
He feels, he is lucky to have me in his life n wishes to have me forever in his life….
But is that really true????
I never felt, he is fake with whatever he say. My heart never felt.
And now, the love in me is questioning me, the reason to be still even after knowing that, ” yes, I am really n can be happy with him. He is just too perfect for me.”
But the fear stops me. Makes me go num with the feel.
I can’t get into it right???
I had promised myself for waiting for him(past love) till I can???
How can I love anyone again after going through all that in past???
N the biggest question, should I actually get in this love n relationship stuffs????
Should I wait for him with whom I was happy n all sort of emotions with nothing knowing, whether he will return or its just an illusion? ???
Or should I be with this person whom I am happy with in the present???
;Guys what do ul feel about this kind of situations, where one’s principles are important or once feeling????
What will you choose if you life give you two cases; your principles of life on one hand and your feelings and happiness on other????