Each day when my sleeps depart,
I search myself in the morning dark.
Mirror images are fading now days,
Finding the lost girl in the hidden phase.
Dressed up, covered with a smile on my face,
So, that mom would not recognize the change in my ways.
As I step out of the gate,
I make false smiles and happiness as my dearest mate.
Living in the world of new friends,
Its hard not to miss the past friendships ends.
Meeting him everyday has become a routine,
Still heart misses the old days dating.
Some things are changing or the change is in me?
The emotions, which I have, is slowly depleting…
Fighting with each relation, my heart is in a fix,
Don’t know what to do; my mind is completely in a mix
The time I am with him, he makes me feel his love,
As I think of my parents, there loves comes all above.
Understanding them, understanding him,
Where is the time to understand myself?
The dreams, which once my eyes felt are all depleting and coming to an end.
Evening approaches again with many queries,
Mind is prepared but heart is still overflowing with many worries.
Night is the toughest episode of my days,
All my love for both of them, start pouring down my face.
Heart cries deep inside,
But the tears come each night.
Mom and dad gave me life,
It’s with him I knew, how to live my life.
They gave me the destiny but the root is he,
Will they some day stop asking, who is important?
Because they and he are the unchanged for me.