Tu kya hai mere liye


Tu kya hai mere liye,
Yeh bhi na janu.
Hokar bhi hai tu ya na hokar bhi hai.
Sapno ko tere mere jeena bhi chahu,
Lekin fir sapno mein khona na chahu.
Tu kya hai mere liye,
Yeh bhi na janu.
Tu hai bhi ya nahi woh bhi na janu.

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Har khaab ko pura hote dekha hai Maine.
Fir unhi khaabo ko toda bhi Maine,
Darr gayi hu main,
Har ghadi ab maanu ya na maanu,
Hokar bhi tu hai ya na hokar bhi hai tu.

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Bharosa karne ka Mann bhi karta hai,
Fir uss bharose pe aitbaar bhi karna main chahu,
Lekin fir dil mera yeh kehta bhi jaye,
Tu hai bhi ya nai woh bhi na janu.
Tu kya hai mere liye,
Yeh bhi na janu.

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Chahat yahi hai ki tu mil aise jaye,
Jaise fir hum alaga ho bhi na paye.
Lekin kismat meri itni khudgarz hai kya kahu,
Agar tujhe apna kahu to kya pata tujhe bhi kho na du….

Tu kya hai mere liye,
Yeh bhi na janu.
Tu hai bhi ya nahi woh bhi na janu.

Power of Writing.


Introductions:
Writing is “A form of expression of emotions, experiences and life in the form of words put together to inspire others life.” according to me.

   –WRITTING n its various forms, its definitions to individual levels.

It is different for different individuals. For me writing is life or others it might to hobby or part time work, a job or a solicitation.

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 Importance of writing.
1. Stores your thoughts
2. Organization of your feelings in a coherent manner.
3.unpuzzles the ideals and get it sorted.
— can be done by daily dairies, journal or in notebook.
— if not publicly then write to self at least.
— it’s important.
— it’s okay if nobody reads what’s you write, write for self.
—importance:
1.self-esteem and self expression.
2.don’t be judgemental for self.
3. Let your heart do the writing.

WRITING FORMS AND TYPES:
1.free writing/ self dairy.
2. Introspective/ extrospective.
3. In journals or newspapers.
4. Articles for magazines.
5. Social sites like blogging n etc.

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REAL POWER BEHIND WRITING:
1.exchange of views and thoughts of you and the virtual world.
2. You don’t have to fear to express as they won’t judge you bt can guide you.
3. When you write about your fears- you are directly letting know that you are not the only one facing it alone.
4. When you write about facing difficulty and obstacles- your giving someone hope to face the same.
5. Inspiring the virtual stranger by tour life experiences through writing.

“I believe we all are born as writers in our life… Just need to open up.”

Importance:
1. Speaking to another consciousness.
2. Creates a mind body soul connection.
3. Memory retailer.
4. Like a alarm- things to do.
5. Post it and add creativity to life.

READ— TO WRITE. —important.
“Writing helps to become a better reader and reading helps to become a better writer”.

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List of task can be done:

1. WRITING IN A SPAN OF 15MINS:

Things: pencil, paper, crayons, notebooks etc.

To do: ask them to write a short memorable incidence of their life. Try to make it creative, using these stuffs.

2. EXPRESS YOUR EMOTIONS:

Things: same as above.

To do: ask them to make a card or note for their loved ones. Add few words, quotes to express, short verses form books, dialogue form movies, make it attractive.
They will appreciate it.
You will express your emotions easily.

3.MAP YOUR SUCCESS:

Things: a dairy or notebook or journal.

To do: note down all the ups and downs of your life, all the events whether of success or failure. note it down. It helps to guide your progress and keeps you motivated.

You are still in Me.


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After looking at this sketch,
do I need to say anything,
do I need to express anything,
do I need to state anything…
Hope people believing in Love can feel it.

Did today in the afternoon, thinking again about YOU…!!!!

“SOME PEOPLE DESERVES TO BE IN YOUR THOUGHTS BUT SADLY, NOT IN YOUR LIFE…”
But you are still in Me…

The Journey.


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At 10.30pm, since I had no work to do and wasn’t sleepy. I felt like drawing. After searching for an hour, what to sketch.

I made my thoughts shade into this Image.
This is you and me. The way we sat near the artificially made shore due to rains. The way we shared our smiles. The way you made me laugh. I feel so much self, when I am with you.

You are not my boyfriend, but definitely a person I can trust, big in pain and happiness, yell aloud at, pour my heart out and the best part, “I CAN BE ME”.

Excited to meet you tomorrow at noon.
This one is for you. I hope you like it…!!!

“The journey we are taking is inside ME AND YOU…”

Sky is a limit


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Up high is the hightest hope,
Which lies deep in your heart.
If you can dream about it,
You can achieve it definitely.
Because sky is the limit…
Sky is the broad spectrum of dream, which has no boundaries around, if you desire, go make efforts and fly away…

Mid-Night Tale.


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It’s 2:36am, on my lappy and I am not feeling any pint of sleep in my eyes. It’s raining heavily outside. I just went to the window to glance the most romantic atmosphere spreading cosy and lazy environment. And I am awake. This happens on occasions now a days. Daily insomnia is been replaced by seasonal once. I am wide awake with all our random thoughts travelling across my mind, I smile. Many such tales are hidden and forgotten but lived at such mid-nights.

My heart feels you around, it’s beats fast and loud so you can hear, how it is missing you. I never deny sharing my emotions. Let it be through poems, thoughts or any random comments or statements, you are always on my mind.
It’s been a year when I turned symptomatically insane for your love and you ignore. Even today, you ignore. You are not changed at all. I like it. You know what but I am a new version of my own creation, I love you still. I miss you like I did years back and do everyday. But now since you aren’t any more present in my life, since you have moved away, I can’t and don’t want to bring you back into my world. just a hope one day you’ll return. I don’t cry now. I don’t get depressed.
Fingers crossed!!!
You know life is changed, I think of loving again. But can love happen by thinking or mere ask the brain tissues to fall in love again? I don’t think it happens. It’s not happening with me at least. I try because I am unsure about your arrival. I keep going because I am in mislead about your thoughts. I seriously wanna know what you feel afters years of ignorance? Do you already have moved on in life? Have you forgotten the craziest things we did? Have you been capable of erasing all the memories we shared? Have you achieved in your goals to vanish me forever from your life? OR do you still in love with me?

And if you do, why aren’t you showing it?
or if don’t, why can’t I see you moving on in life?
It’s you who had asked me to smile each time we cross after our break-up. I do smile when I see you. But do you do that?
Where are you? In which phase of life are you living? In which transaction are you stuck-up?
If you have, show me so I can try harder this time to love again or at least appreciated the one’s who prove to love me. And if haven’t than let me know, so I can wait for you till infinite…Yaah!!! I can do that. Only if you tell me to wait.

So just thinking if you have read our love story which I had emailed you, is now on the verge to be a book. And if you went through it, you might have noticed that their is no end to it. Last few chapters are just left blank and empty. because this is how I feel our end was. No end to our love story.??? So, what should I do, manipulate a happy end to it and start with publishing stuffs or should I wait for the end to happen happy in a real sense?
Because people say “If it’s not happy at the end, it’s not the end, nature has still few more chapters to add”
So what should I do? Write something which is not real or wait or write the new personality who proves to love me with acceptance of my past and present scenario because that person is ready to wait but have a deadline since he don’t wanna end up being one of my kind. My streets are waiting for you. Will you arrive any day, someday??? I am really confused!!!

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Maybe I am being selfish asking you to return so my book can have a happy ending. But this is the way I still love you. This is the way I still image you and me hugging each other in rain at my hostel gate where you waited for me to come back from college, so you can grab me in your rugged arm, place me against your stoned heart and say, “Baby I love you and can’t move on in my life without you” and than we live together and forever like in all love stories do.
But you know what at the end, it only you whom I can love again.

Sometimes it’s good to express rather than waste each moment living in confusion and questions. I could have mailed you this but you wouldn’t have replied and left ignored. It still hurts when you leave things unanswered like you did years back. But this is the way I feel for you. I visualize you and me walking in rain pouring outside. This is the way I think about you. I am being true. This is the way I love you. This is the way I am in love with you again.

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Tera Nasha


Khoyi hu tere yaado Mein,
Kabhi inn yaado ki subha to ho,
Na khabar din raat ki,
Jab se chada phirse Tera nasha.
Tera nasha meri nazar mein,
Tera nasha meri hasi mein,
Tera nasha meri bekhudi mein,
Tera nasha meri narazgi mein bhi.

Kabhi to ishaara dede apne pyaar ka,
Kabhi to ek awaz dede apne ehsaas ka,
Tera nasha hi baki raha hai ab jeene mein,
Jeena hi hai ab Tera nasha.

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Thinking about you

I don’t wanna regret later in 40s


So, today I met a lady from my society, she is in her 40s I guess because she looks quit young than her real age. I don’t know from where our conversation turned up to the topics I so much wanted guidance. She was like my answers to all my questions, which had been built up since years.
She said, “Do what you feel is right not what society made you believe is right.”
I guess this is how we all are living in with our lifes. We think about the society, we think what they what us to think. We fail to try anything society disagrees to accept. We always built a shell around us, where from out we are what they want us to be and from inside screaming to get explored.

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She shared, “I am in my 40s say, and I wonder what have I done in my life rather than just sacrificing things first for my parents and infill now for my family and children. If only I would have loved the person loved me in my teen days, may be life would have been beautiful not just livable. If only I would have accepted to marry with an intercaste guy, who was well settled and lively, I would have travelled abroad and lived my dreams to roam around the world and different places now. It’s not that I am not happy with my life now but the past came down haunting me now. I wanna live young. I wanna go beaches walking hand in hand with the person I love to be with, I wanna go for a long walk during the sunset admiring the shades of setting lights, I wanna smile, laugh and live…”
She felt happy with her realistic approach but somewhere she was disappointed for not doing things her heart had always wished for. She was at peace but was certainly searching for something to make her life loving again.
She corrected me by saying, “People are not really bothered, what you are doing with your life, they will say and than forget, so stop thinking what others will think, even your parents. Do what your heart says.” When I said, I always refuse to do stuffs I like only because my parents disagree to it.
She was cool with her age.
She was experienced.
She was delighted.
She was different.
She was young.

Talking with her for an hour, made me realize many things, made me clear in my thoughts, she made me think again over the decision I had made, I wanted to release my heart which was set in cage since long. I wanted to be loved and I wanted to love again. I wanted to try again. I wanted to express. I wanted to be real. I wanted to be me. I wanted him again.

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I don’t wanna regret in my 40s like her. I don’t wanna think sitting like her when I get older after few years.
I want to express my overload emotions, so I don’t have to get disappointed later.
I don’t wanna be sad.
Last but not the least, she said, “Always listen to your heart, it may be in your left but it is always right.”
I need you to contact me soon, because if you feel the same, I need you to tell me again and for the last time and forever…
I need you to be back if you feel the same for me as I do.
I need you to tell me that you love me still as I loved you forever…
I hope even you’ll realize that you need to express what you want. I did my part… Waiting for your.!!!

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Hope even you’ll do the same guyz, my readers.
Love yourself,
Love your life,
Love what you want and decide.

Should I love again???


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What should be done when love keeps on knocking at the door of your heart?
What should be done when you start feeling happy again with new hopes?
What should be done when someone makes you believe that love do exist for forever?
What should be done when you start feeling good when you around someone new?
What should be done when you fight between your mind and heart?
What should be done when you start believing, love happens twice?
He makes you happy,
He keeps you smiling,
He tries making efforts for you,
He makes you dream again,
He loves you with your past and present,
He makes your heart believe with his act,
What should be done in these cases???

Should I move on and let go the past,
Should I stop expecting my past to return someday,
Should I redo the promises I once did,
Should I make new moments and be happy,
Should I stop thinking about him and let my heart free,
Should I love again????
Or should I wait for him to return???