Why do we stick on memories?

“I think because they don’t change…” I said when someone asked me,
“Why do we stick on memories???”

” When people start moving away,
Memories stay close to my heart.
  When happiness invades out,
Happy past stays in my heart.
  When friends deny my side,
Their friendship stays in my heart.
  When my lover left me alone,
Past memories kept me living inside.”

“They make us cry, when we think of shared smilez…
They make us glad and happy remembering how we together cried…”

“When no one is left beside you, only memories stay up late awake,
Making you smile, making you cry,
Teaching you to live even with lost hope and betrayal.”

Memories are imposed on to us, even when we have nothing left…..
WE HAVE MEMORIES… LOTS and LOTS OF THEM…!!! N we love them…♥♥♥


Happy Valentine’s day…

Happy Valentine’s day,

I just need you by my side,
I just want you to be alive…
Come, hug me so tight
That I will light up with smiles.
Yaah!! M smiling…
Not really dead.
But the happiness from you.
Is different makes me go mad.
I just need you by my side,
I just want you to be alive…
Come, kiss me so soft
That my heart will be free.
Yaah!! M freely living…
Not really trapped.
But the freedom with you,
Is different makes me go mad.

You are not here,
But you are in me all the time.
You deny loving me,
But your love is only for me.
I am missing you,
I don’t know why??
I am thinking about us,
I don’t know why??
Only one thing to say now,
Make me again your valentine.
Let it be for a day,
I will love you all over again…


You are like my guitar.


You look so stunning,
You are impressive too,
Your curves are perfect,
Your colour suits me too,
Your just so not easy,
Your voice make me go crazy,
Your gripped in my hands,
Your soothing to my soul,
Easily to approach, 
But difficult to learn,
Your strings are thin and striking,
If I play hard on you,
You end up cutting on me,
But still am learning,
Learning to learn you,
So I can play songs,
Maybe one day for you…
It’s my guitar,
And You are like my guitar…!
I love playing on you…. ;)

Do u feel me??


In the morning sunshine,
You are like the shine,
Which makes me glow,
You are like the light,
Which makes me grow.
But do u feel me like this???

When the afternoon seizes,
You make me go lazy,
Do no efforts to do anything,
You make me go sleepy,
With the comfort and getting cozy.
But do u also feel me like this???

In the evening sunset,
Your like the sharp in sky,
Which keeps me inspire,
Your like the shades around,
Which keeps my heads high,
But do u feel me like this???

In the nights light,
You are like my twinkling star,
Which make me shine bright,
You are the hope for new day,
Which makes me believe that things will turn out to be right,
But do u feel about me like this???

I don’t want you…

I don’t what you,
But I want you to be happy,
I don’t think of you,
But I wish your happiness…
It’s you, who make me smile at the end.
It’s you, who make me feel alive.
It’s you, who know me better,
But you know what,
I don’t want you again.

It was like forever,
It was a dream come true,
I was with you and you with me,
At the end of the day…
But I don’t want you…
I don’t really want you…
I don’t need you..
Just need you to be happy…!!!

I don’t what you,
But I want you to be happy,
I don’t think of you,
But I wish your happiness…
It’s you, who make me smile at the end.
It’s you, who make me feel alive.
It’s you, who know me better,
But you know what,
I don’t want you again.

It’s my Ex boyfriends today…!

As the clock said, “12”
I wanted to wish him,
Thinking if it will be just a formality call onnhis Birthday…
After thinking and concluding that its better to call him then make my mind n heart go insane thinking alone, calling will hardly make a difference in either of our life.
At 10:23 am, I called him from Nivi, my roommate’s phone so it be easier to disconnect if he isn’t another side.
As the ringing stopped, it was a voice, I took time to notice it was him when he said, ” Hello, Jyoti… this is you??? Say”

It was weird that he knew me by only a word I had said, “HELLO”.
Wished him…


I wished him for luck, prosperity and good healthy future.
With the normal general talks, he all invaded in, he wanted to know about me, he wanted to tell everything about him,
It felt as if only waited for my call to let everything out from him mind, but from heart??? I wasn’t sure.
It hardly made any difference to me.

We laughed, we smiled, my eyes even shed few drops in his memories, it made me feel alive after so long.

Only wishing on birthdays, was left in between us,
Another talk might be after exactly next 9 months, on my birthday.

It was stupid but that is what little love and attachments left between us.

Even after knowing,  we miss each other at times, we smile thinking about us, it makes us feel living but I don’t want him to be back in life.
Stupid things lead to an end in our relationships…. he remains the same.

I moved on in real way…on his birthday…!!!

Aj ka Gyaan…!!! :)


“Ohh Is that what happened to you???”
“Ohh my poor little child. ”
“Ohh god bless you dear”
” m feeling sorry for you..”
And many more like this..
Just dump such people who speak to like this…
These people have big mouth and small minds… laugh a loud at them when they show they are pity on you…
Fuck them off….
Live your life..
Enjoy and have funn…
Each day brings you a new hope to live…
Love your self…
Be you..!!

It’s actually not easy…

Hey my sweet friends,
I know you are sad and upset.
You each day try to move on with the past but end up in the evening thinking about the one person,
who ditched you only with tears and cheat and to leave you alone.
Am I right???
Some people do come in life, to just leave you alone.
Only to teach you that you are far stronger alone.
You can achieve anything you want alone.
You can dance alone.
You can sing like loud alone.
You can smile your guts out alone.
You can dream alone.
You can make ways to achieve it alone..
So you have your heart with you always…
So now, do you really feel you are alone????
I know its not easy but its not impossible either.
You just need to be “you”…


You know when it’s over?


I seriously feel this is it…. when you feel its over and nothing is felt instead with memories that keep you smiling n you do not wish for the memories to turn real again…
You are happy and content with whatever life gave you and you have been through…
With a cup of tea in this evening,
M smiling…
Smiling that its just a memory now…
N m happy…
I have moved on… :)

Originally posted on Ankit Mishra:

Its over when..

Maybe when you feel more in Love
with your memories
than with the person standing
in front of
You :|

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