Me??? Without You!!!- Impossible

From the moment you are gone,
Nothing seems interesting any long.
All the dates might have changed,
Time has been stuck to that phase till now.

Passed moments comes alive,
When you were near and insight.
I wear your smell along with me,
You are still the same in me.

Me breathing here only for “you”.
You are living there alone… only for “me”.
Your smiles are my doses to be alive,
My tears are your misses and cries.

Distance and milestons apart,
“You and Me” still can never depart.
Let it be you don’t contact me,
May it be you will always live in me.

Me…. so far,  so miles away,
You…. still deep and down within.
Sun may rise without it’s lights one day,
But  Me??? Without You!!- Impossible..

Within the depression….. An hope lies!!!

Crushed down, betrayed either,
Sheds of tears prevailed neither.
Bucketful of thoughts washed away with the pain,
Hand full of desires drained away with the rain.

Within the mid-est….an hope lies,
Dreams covered with sand,
                   fails to hears the cries.
The red heat burning all the trust,
Still the lights spread around,
                    moving away the dust.

Within the depression….. an hope lies,
Dumping all the worries,
                    stepping towards the flies.
World’s words echo within the veins,
Bloods gushing through it,
                    trying to clear away.

Sparks of the rays streaming all the way long,
Emptied heart inside me,
           shading it’s darkness prolonged.
Nothing to lose….. nor efforts to gain,
Still the loneliness inside me,
                  creeping to get insane.

Within the darkness…. an hope lies,
Uncovering all the shades of liveliness,
Engulfing all the egos, angre and pride within it, untill it dies.

Within each crys…. an hope lies,
Tears slide out but within,
                the emotions retrieves….

Let me fly..! Up in the sky.

Air is my path,
Space is my home,
I am born to struggle,
I am born to live.

Cage is not where I wanna live,
Luxurious it may be,
But I am born with wings.

Golden grains or juicy water,
You’ll may give in.
My desires is all about to,
Satisfy my heart within.

Not for the restrictions,
Not for the imprisonment,
Not even for puppets,
I am born for contentment.

JHAROKHA!!!

Its Growing Dark..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Walking through the dim light,

On the path that’s bleeding red.

Legs stepping forward in lane,

With disgraced and dull pain.

Breathlessness along with strokes,

Shivering and fatigued brain.

Loss of pain and loss of senses,

Moving as if in constant tenses.

Past images, Present’s fact,

Future’s all miserably black.

No light, No shiny breeze,

Just sucking my life within.

There is fear and there is hope,

It’s Growing Dark,

For moving out not a single scope. 

It’s Growing Dark,

Capturing and Captivating me.

It’s Growing Dark,

Killing me apart.

“It’s Growing Dark… have lost all my paths.”

Its an April fool day!!! :(

 

 

 

 

 

 

Silent afternoon and quietness prevailed,

Busy with my typing and surfing insane,

Tired with the morning test,

 Laziness of the noon,

I got called, it said “Mummy”,

Smiled with joy to attend,

“You’re in hostel”, she inquired,

I jumped off the bed with a yes,

Off I went and opened the door,

They said, they are down instead,

The eagerness to see them here cherished,

As I marked the button of the lift to come up,

It clicked they made a fool, it’s April fool day.

Heart sunken and stepped towards my room,

I blubbered on phone but now its gone,

They laughed and giggled and smiled there; I heard,

But here all alone I missed them to much.

“MISSING YOU ALL SO MUCH – HOME”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It felt great when I sensed they came to meet,

But it was just a prank to play on this April eve.

I smiled, began typing this….

Indeed today is APRIL FOOL DAY!!!

 

“HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY….!!!!”

 

 

 

 

”Studies are the best sleeping pills”

Questions in my hand,

Answers all in boos,

Plenty of them to read,

From where to start, “I am just taking a look”.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

As I begin the first sentence,

My head tilts a bit more often,

As I finish the first paragraph

My head wonder about for, “What was the first?”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Slowly I get into it and start to recollect,

As few hours passed,

My back started to bend,

Than unconsciously I lay on bed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Books as my pillow,

Eyes feels dull,

Blinking in each second,

Struggling to widen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Than the laziness came over,

Books closed and bed-sheet as my cover,

With a second I fall asleep,

Why does studies feels like, “The Sleeping Pills”?

 

The Divine Couple.

On the forehead- peacock’s feature,

Carrying flute in his hand,

Heart’s fill with enormous care for all,

But KRISHNA’S love is devoted to only goddess Radha.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Since the childhood,

They were one soul.

If he suffered even a bit,

She used to make herself feel his pain.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Naughty in his nature, he made every Gopi fall in love with him,

His heart was occupied with only loving her till the end.

When he played the flute…he mesmerized the universe around,

Losing all the senses, they felt the heaven on the ground.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sitting on the swing, they planned for all,

They knew… they couldn’t be together for life long.

He got married and even she was done,

But love for each-other in their hearts … never came to an end.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Their love got divined…along with their deeds,

He sacrificed his love for we humans care.

She smiled and lived… loving him each moment,

That’s why they are praised and termed as ” THE DIVINE COUPLE”

“LONG DRIVE…”

It was “ME AND YOU”,

I hoped it went true.

When the car drive in,

My hear-beat flew.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Long drive was the plan,

Your friend came along.

I hugged you there and,

You drove till the shore.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sitting in front beside you dear,

The nature added cuddling effects in my within.

Wanted to hug you tight and feel the ways sights,

But the presence of that person stopped me at that instant.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I looked at you each miles crossed on way,

I held your hand with care,

I wanted to cuddle on the back seat along,

But the friend of your denied to drive.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You made it all done when we stopped near the dam,

Your hold made me smile,

Your smell made me carve,

I kissed you all that I wanted to along the long drive miles.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Your hears were on the words I spoke,

Your presence on my sight,

The speed you accelerated there,

Made my emotions drive.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hours passed along,

Many milestones passed,

Many distance we covered while drive,

But you stayed all by my side.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Peaceful and concurring it was,

Silence and the freshness all around,

The heart gained surrender-enc in you,

“Long drive is really a spender-in ride,it takes you back to where you begin,

but makes you peace when you return.”

 

 

 

 

 

Learn to keep quite.

We blabber,

We shout,

We cry,

We call out loud.

The time we get mixed up to the world outside,

Nothing can stop us from speaking all day out.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Words flow,

Thoughts are pushed away,

Noise all around,

Even we can’t hear our voice sometimes,

But we ignore are instance while speaking all day out.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

People ignore,

People gossip,

People say all rubbish,

Ears wanna listen all without any tiredness,

We diminish our thinking but will keep speaking all day out.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Silence is the key to all doors of success,

Stay calm and listen all words,

Ask your heart and than decide,

Then analyse and determine,

Whats important and whats not,

And than if necessary, speak out less.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Learn to keep quite,

Gain the knowledge around,

Make a change within,

Peace is in the silence, that’s all what we actually need..